I don't know if it's that I'm getting more apathetic or school's really boring, but a sort of fugue has come over me lately. I stay up 'till 4AM or later, playing 'Diablo II' or watching movies or basically doing anything but my assignments. Then, either on the day they're due or just before, I whip something up fast and pass it off as honest work. The grades are good, so I can't complain about that. But if that's the case, why am I so bored?
Physically, I've felt better. Might be the cold weather, might be progression, might be both or some variation of the two and/or some third element but the result's the same... more pain recently and more numbness in my right arm near the shoulder. Might be time to switch narcotics, as being on the ones I am for years now may have resulted in a tolerance.
I'm thinking of going back to LaGuardia & finishing up the AA degree there while continuing to take classes at Hunter. See, I'm sick of waiting for Social Security to give me an appeal date. Since I can't physically do what I used to do, and I need degrees to do what I want to do, it stands to reason getting the AA and continuing towards the BA/MA/pHd will at least get me in the door at some places. The only snag is the classes left for me to get the AA are those which simply require me to do certain internships, and scheduling has never been on my side. I'm going to think this one out, as I do like the idea of at least one degree on the wall before another year ends...
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