Fuck You, Nervous System

The past 2 days have been a new kind of hell for me: the numbness/feeling of 'deadness' in my right shoulder has not left, despite my using Lyrica. Painkillers don't affect this, as it's not pain. Last night I was unable to sleep at all. Friday morning I passed out on the couch around 11AM, leaving Bubba to fend for himself (which means a day off from Pre-K and video gaming, so I'm sure he's all broken up about it). Today (Sat.) I have classes I can't avoid AND a family gathering in NJ that the Mrs. sprang on me the day before yesterday (I TOLD you, didn't I?). What's that mean? Means mo' agony, I can be sure of that. I think something's going on the 19th too, but I can't remember.

Plus, my eyesight's going to shit even more than it was. Must get new prescription soon.

On the bright side, I've found a place to download classic Kung-Fu movies which I do so dearly love, my classes for this semester are over in a month (will do well in 2 out of 3, eat the difference where Spanish is concerned) and got tickets to Orlando purchased in a timely manner. Bills are essentially paid, money (very little, but we're just starting again) is being put aside until it can be invested or needed for the upcoming depression. Must be ready to fend off hordes of teenage cheerleaders.

I saw that video on YouTube, and the only thing shocking about it to me is how people think violence like this doesn't go on all the time. But now that someone's uploaded it, ...WOW! I HAD NO IDEA!!! Fucking dolts.

I am already missing Thursday's sunshine and warmth so very, very goddamn much.

Had to get a new controller for the GameCube; Bubba busted it somehow.

I need a cigarette. And some sleep, but that's a big-assed hill to climb right now, so I'll say...

... nite.

jdk